Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Spend all your time waiting for that second chance, for a break that will make it ok. Theres always some reason to feel not good enough and its hard at the end of the day. I need some distraction or some beautiful release. Memory seeps from my veins, let me be empty and weightless and maybe ill find some peace tonight.
Like a fool i went and stayed too long and now im wondering if your love's still strong.
i'm officially too slack in class. I've failed 3 subjects and i dont think it is such a pleasing sight to the eyes in black and white. worst of all i havent even got back some of my marks. my core geog is on friday and an extra A maths test on monday. luckily for me, mrs sng is kind enough to let us take another test to boost up our marks. I'm prepared to study all day to get good marks for that so that i can make it up to my naggin mummy dearest. x)
so here we stand, in our secret place. where the sound of the crowd is so far away. and you take my hand and it feels like home. we both understand its where we belong. so how do i say, do i say goodbye. we both have our dreams, we both want to fly. so lets take tonight to carry us through the lonley times...
today in class i almost fell asleep with boredom. most of the time in class i was stoning... haha luckily little nellie 'niao niao' was there to keep me awake. (she is going to kill me for calling her that but its sooo cute!! btw, it does not mean pee hehehe)
ok so this is what i have to do after i finish blogging:
- continue to talk to nellie
- study chinese "cheng yu"
- talk to nellie while stoning
- watch tv while eating dinner
- call kimmy and try not to bother her too much
- get out my maths and geog to study
- call nellie while doing my homework to make her "not so bored"
- pack my bag and take a bath
- make nellie's friendship bracelet
- dream sweet dreams
tomorrow comes a new beginning and tomorrow when the sun pushes the moon outta the sky, i'll be awaiting the new day with a big pretend cheerful "happy to start learnin" smile! But truely inside my smile is because i get to see my friends again! =D
uglyduckling;
{/4:45 AM}
Signed by Yours Truly.